Thursday, March 22, 2007

Categorical Statement

So we had a minor discussion about my post after he read it ... no doubt the boundary-debate is still coming :)

He feels like I made him sound like an ass in my last post. Which I never meant to ... and I certainly don't think. I was mostly trying to convey the frustration I felt at the situation ... the secret nature of things. He's lovely and I still want to call him and tell him how I spent my day and moan about the moron's on one of my projects - they really are ... My fingers are crossed for their entire team (bar 2 or 3, I'd say) to be fired. Today. As soon as.

Anyway, he's now chatted to his folks ... it was more a case of not wanting them to get involved, although they are trying to caution him merely as a prevention against getting hurt again. From me, the big bad older evil woman ;) Kidding. Well, that's just how I see it ... but I'm naturally biased to my side of things and tend to feel currently that everyone is out to get me. And I'm hurting too. But, he knows that ... even if no one else does.

And the his-friends thing ... well, I (naturally) have opinions about all of their relationships, some less than good even. But that'd never stop me from supporting one of my friends in whatever they were going thru, even if I thought it was the most stupid thing in the world. Perhaps it's just an English-Afrikaans thing? Perhaps it's just a complete mis-perception of things. Perhaps it's a completely accurate perception of things. Who can say for sure?

Either way, he read the bit about himself in my last post in a bad light ... which you might have too, and if you did I'd like to categorically state, he is not an ass. He is just as confused as me, possibly even more since he had fairly high hopes for us ...

6 comments:

Varen said...

tx. it was never ever about being embarrassed that you were around. it was about the "in 50 000 words or more, explain you seeing your ex again" that i would get from everyone. and after some thought i've come up with a solution : screw what everyone thinks :) consider your flowers my sincerest apology for making you feel uncomfortable. sorry again.

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phillygirl said...

Since the flowers are truly beautiful, I accept the apology :)

So, dare I ask ... "in 50 000 words or more, could you please explain why you're seeing your ex again".

Yours Truly said...

oooo - good question. popcorn anyone?

Varen said...

@philly because when your life is not in emotional turmoil you are amazing to be around. funny, smart, witty..gorgeous.. the other side of that coin tho is why sunday happened...

@YT you might need a helmet for this :)

phillygirl said...

@granny - a damn good question, that I don't think has been sufficiently answered ... but i must warn you, if stick around long enough waiting, that popcorn will go stale ;)

@varen - 50000 words or more ... babe, I think you were off by a couple. But thanks :) I do (somewhere deep down) know why Sunday happened. Hell I was going to do it too ... I just don't really know how we got here after all that, which is not very far from where we were, actually. But now everyone else thinks one thing ... which may or may not be true? Oh, the complication!

You certainly keep my life interesting ;)

Varen said...

out of the fifty thousand i had to write i chose only the important ones. :)

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