Monday, January 05, 2009

Tears in my Eyes

Well, I'm back at work today ... and yes, I managed to get into the offices this morning, miracle! But I am really not in the mood to be here, around people. I'm still completely heart-broken and can feel tears prickling my eyes. Henna & Coal still seem fine this morning. Thank goodness. I don't think I could go thru this again too soon.

I feel rather numb actually. I know it'll wear off sometime. It just all seems so unfair. I really really just want Bell to come home again. I didn't even have my three bunnies together for a month :( Sob. This is horrible.

Anyway, needless to say Varen and I didn't much of anything yesterday. Although we did finish up the house stuff that needed doing - best to stay busy and all that. Anything for distraction, hey?

Neither of us slept very well last night either. A combination, for me, of annoying sinus and swirling thoughts.

4 comments:

hairtoday said...

It's just awful, I'm very sorry. Ja, distraction seems the way to go. Sigh. What else can you do?

Jenty said...

(((HUGS)))

phillygirl said...

@hairtoday - thanks. Will just try staying distracted for now ... and spend lots of time with Henna & Coal!

@jenty - thanks, I need lots of those right now!

Tamara said...

That's awful, Phillygirl! I'm so sorry to hear about Bell. (((Hugs)))

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