Thursday, April 30, 2009

Blegh

I'm not in a great mood today. Just down, I guess. Just disconnected from everything. Thinking life sucks. I hate feeling like I have to wait for all these little things to come together before anything can happen to move forward. I hate feeling like I'm just going to waste it all and acheive none of my dreams (and it's not like I want to be a spaceman or something completely unrealistic, you know?) ...

Yesterday was pretty crap. I worked an extra hour again. Went home, spent some time outside with the bunnies, finally had a hot bath (Yay, our water came back on at 17h30 and was still on for me to shower in the comfort of my own home this morning - but I'll admit I was too nervous to put a load of laundry on in case they switch it off again!) and then went to bed. I was asleep around 19h30. Varen & I were having a marathon fight over email yesterday. I hate fighting over email. I especially hate fighting over email because I try to be careful of what I say (which I suppose is actually a good thing) so re-read and re-type everything a million times ... and then I get emails saying "Oh, so you're just ignoring me now?". Sigh. One can not win.

So today is sure to be spectacular (that was sarcasm). But I did have a little smile this morning :) I went outside to say hello to the boons before I left for work (a morning ritual) and saw that Rex (who was in the big hutch with Lily) was up on top of the box with her. I thought it'd be a good month / month & half before he'd manage to jump up there ... I wonder if he jumped or wriggled up the side against the mesh - I've seen Lily & Coal climbing straight up facebrick so it's not as crazy as it sounds!

7 comments:

Saul said...

At least you don't have Swine Flu

Jenty said...

Glad you got to bath!! Fights are always crap whether they're on email or face to face! Hope you sorted it out.

boldly benny said...

Shame love, I hope life improves with a lovely long weekend. Enjoy x

tanyadeville said...

i hate those days when life feels miserable :(

I hope u feeling better about stuff. cuddle the bunnies...i cuddle my beagles and it helps a little bit.

:)

supermom said...

(((hugs)))

Tamara said...

I'm with you - email fights are horrid... you can never be sure whether the other person is understanding your tone or taking things entirely in the wrong way. And becuase you can't see the person and deal with stuff face to face, they seem to take much longer and be much heavier - there's something really unpleasant about angry words that get typed and not spoken.

I hope you guys managed to sort things out and that everything's ok.

angel said...

I have never had a romantic relationship tiff over email, but I have fought with my family, and it sux. Yay for the boons bonding!

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